Now or Never

If you noticed, my 2008-2009 blog entries were more personal unlike the past 2 years where I'm refraining to divulge too much information about myself and my family as I'm trying to protect our privacy. Past scenarios and experiences led me to do so.

But since this will be a start of a new journey for me and my husband as a married couple and I'm sure a lot of people have been here in our situation and there's a possibility that there will still be couples in the future who will have a hard time conceiving, I decided to come out of my cave and document everything for me to remember the whole journey and to share my experience in hopes that it can clarify any speculations and wondering that married couples have in mind like us. In short, we are clueless!

Later, I'll be seeing an Obstetrics and Gynecology doctor specializing in infertility. This will be the very first time that I will seek consultation concerning my chances of having a child. The past consultations that I have with an OB/GYN is for a different purpose and that was 2-3 years ago. At that time the findings are nothing to be worry about. I can say that they are all mild issues.

I've been asked many times by my friends, relatives, in-laws, etc. as to why we don't have a child. Initially it was by choice. Given the situation we have back then where I'm the only one working and the husband being unemployed, having a child is not our priority however things have changed now so we decided to have ourselves checked. My body clock is ticking and I'm aware of it though it took me some time to consider really seeking a specialist.

Wish me luck and hopefully my "visitor" won't be dropping by anytime soon today!